Late post, but whatever.
Didn't go to school today.

I am not sick yet, but it's coming down on me soon,
so I slept in a little later this morning, took a bit more rest so that I wouldn't fall sick for tomorrow's match.(:

In the afternoon I met up the usual few at the Sports Hall ( with Huili wee!) and watched a few matches.
Quite hyper the whole time and kept bursting in insane laughter.
Everyone was staring, but heck.

Then we watched the match, Hwa Chong vs. Juying and I like Hwachong's number 12!
Haha, he looks like a bear, but not in the big, massive kind, but the round nose dark eyes kind.
(: (: (: (:

Even though Hwa Chong lost (BOO!) but nevermind! It was still a great game haha.
Headed over to Macs to slack and chat a bit, met Guoyi there, but she left me for another friend )':, so I went home.
Saw irritating people on the bus. Rah.

So now I'm still here!(:

I'm in the midst of re-creating a new blogskin for myself, since I started this morning.
And I started on Tammy's Jolin one too, but ah, I can't think of any good ideas just as yet.
=But I'm still on it.

Anyway I'm getting quite distracted nowadays,
with the probable fact I've got possibly nothing to look forward to in class, maybe I'm just wasting away.
I don't talk much in class anymore, unless with YongLiang but that's different. I'm being paired up with weird people I've never been with.
At first it was just boring, but now it's getting depressing.
I thought I could handle it but I can't.

I've got no life in class, I'm always either in a daze, angry or just sleeping away.
Until recess,where I get to see the girls, they talk to me and stuff.
And make me hyped up , back in class things are more bearable.

This makes me think of an issue my Mom brought up,
whether I wanted to go abroad to study. I never agreed to it, but I keep dwelling on it. I know for other reasons than school, Singapore's still the best place to be in, but I just wonder sometimes, if I were with Mom and Dad in China, (in which their education system is of very high standard thank you very much), or I were in America with my Mother's side of relatives, or even better, Taiwan, would I be a much better and happier person?

This situation is getting so depressing that I actually have resorted to the underhand methods of embarrassing myself in public with heinous acts such as blurting out weird words and making weird noises when I see specific people, pulling more ugly faces and inventing more of them, and
cling to tall people wherever I go.
My sleeping has improve in terms of Insomnia, or whatsoever, but I seriously think my side of the deal is, Either no sleep, or oversleeping.
And oversleeping makes you very tired as well.

Jia'En told me that nowadays I'm just so dead and energy-less in school.
Always with the ugly bulldog face, upset and all.
And during class especially.
Pft.

But whatever, I can't really be bothered.
Since Dad already said if I don't do well this year,
it's the packing of bags and off to prestigious China international school for me.

I don't mind.I'll just go with the flow.


Yaye 12!